shaping my dreams into reality

Emotionally shattered.. yes I am... just drifting forward in life.. can't find one person in this whole world whoz there 2 listen to me patiently.. so here I m.. not sharing things with people.. coz they r going to cut it out.. like always.. just breathing.. this curious process is keeping me alive..  don't know what i'm going through.. have no idea about it.. not able to trust people.. wanting people 2 understand me.. which they never do.. coz i never make them understand,, my fault.. i know..  but i'm never able 2 understand why people do not listen to me,, listen to me means listen to my feelings... am i that bad at explaining emotions... m i dat bad at giving them words... maybe..  just want to leave it all behind and go to a world where therez nobody... nobody... at least there i won't have 2 pretend anything.. tired of pretending.. in such a bad mood since the last week... it was a looooooooong week....  doing nothing.. just passing away the ti...

u mmm... last night lying on the terrace looking at the sky I realized ont thing.. Itz been such a loooong time i've lied like dat and looked at the stars... memories flashed like a movie in the sky..... all those days.. the days when we all used to sleep upstairs... lying on our mattresses looking at the sky.... MOON.. ahan... moon was the natural cooler as mum n dad called it... (:    the days so free of all the worries... so full of dreams...  DREAMS... i've grown up now... time to live those dreams..  don't know what i want with this life.. yeah i don't really do.. i mean i know i'm 23... and i'm a grownup who is mature enough to know dis answer... but i don't do.... i've no idea why... but that is the reality,... REALITY... what it actually is.. i mean what is ur definition of reality.... ummmm... for me it is something that we feel all around us... or is it? the world all around us.. the world so full of people...  People- good and bad,, p...

A Hopeless Drifter Have become a hopeless drifter again..... Life gifted me a box full of chocolates.. but now I've eatem all those chocolates.... and the box is empty again... And here I am.... standing alone in this whole crowd of people around me......... I thank Lord for the time He gave me.... I really am thankful to Him to whatever He gave me.... .I love God from the core of my heart.... always helped me........... but now what am I to do..... trying to make something out of life now... living just for the sake of living.... Neruda said we must stop for a while and think... but now I won't.... I have to move on...... 

HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY TO ALL THE LADIES OUT THERE.......

  Dear Time, Please stop for a while pleaseee........ ...

I thank You Lord for all that u've given me... I thank You from the core of my heart.......... The tym when I was just done with life.. You gave me a ray of hope.... You gave me a new life... You gave me happiness..... I am loving my life now...... I know this happiness is not going to last much... i knw it's momentary... itz transitory...... it'll be gone soon....................... I dread that day..... I dread...... I just wish time stops for me...... Just one wish.... May the time stops.......... T I M E it can be the greatest healer... but it can be the worst too... At times...... tym turns into hell........ T I M E .. plzzzz stopppppp....... I beg u....... 

God is always watching u.... He keeps on testing u.... and when He finds out that u have fallen down to the deepest of pits He sends an angel to take u out of it.... that angel gives his hand to u.. helps u slither out of those pits and teaches u to get on with life.......  I believe in angels like i believe in God.......... Angels are all around us... watching us... it depends on us to recognize them and let them enter in our lives................  (:  (:  (:  (:  (:  (:  (: