EMOTIONALLY SHATTERED

Emotionally shattered.. yes I am... just drifting forward in life.. can't find one person in this whole world whoz there 2 listen to me patiently.. so here I m.. not sharing things with people.. coz they r going to cut it out.. like always.. just breathing.. this curious process is keeping me alive.. 

don't know what i'm going through.. have no idea about it.. not able to trust people.. wanting people 2 understand me.. which they never do.. coz i never make them understand,, my fault.. i know.. 

but i'm never able 2 understand why people do not listen to me,, listen to me means listen to my feelings... am i that bad at explaining emotions... m i dat bad at giving them words... maybe.. 

just want to leave it all behind and go to a world where therez nobody... nobody... at least there i won't have 2 pretend anything.. tired of pretending..

in such a bad mood since the last week... it was a looooooooong week.... 

doing nothing.. just passing away the time !! and then people not getting me.. so i give up.. just give up... don't want to go anywhere,,, just want to live in my shell... be safe and cozy in it.. don't want to get outta it.. 

in no mood of writing any more..... words have rebelled against me.. not passing through my mind now.. nothing to say.... 

signing off for now !