where the hell i am i heading towards.. i mean c'mon how does it feel to complete ur masters and still don't know your goal !! how many out there r masters of their subjects and still groping for their way in dark... masters means specialization.... it means u have mastered that subject,, u must have thought something when u made the decision to master it.. now what !! what?? back to the same question !! what to make out of this life... B L O O D Y H E L L ! ! ! ! HMM.. was that frustration Miss Singh !! I mean Ritika Singh.. the girl who never lost her cool... the girl who had always been sooo patient.. what has happened to her?? what the hell is she doing !! but what can she do.. shez an utter fool !! people just walk in her life.... make a fool out of her... lie to her as uch as they wish and go away.... they just win her trust... get things outta her and vomit those things out in front of the world... and vomitting by making a fun of her,,,, laughing at her...
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kuchh yaadein bheegi bheegi see... jabb yaad humein aa jaati hain.. in palko se bahtee aansu ko, fir rok nahi main paati hun, us pal pal aati yad ko kaese main yun rok dun, kaese us yaad ke liye apne dil ke darwaaze bnd dkar dun, kabhi kabhi kuchh aesa ehsaas hota hai k kyun rah jate hain hm zinda yun kisi se juda hoke fir jhat se ek khayaal ata hai ke zindagi ise hee toh kahte hain, agar yahi zindagi hai toh kyun hai zindagi aesi, ek pal ka jo yeh ehsaas hai kyun ise yu jeena hai, kyun aese chalte chale jana hai in raaho pe, kuchh toh aesa ho iss jeewan mein jo isme kuchh rang bhare meri in sapno ki duniya ko wapas se koi abaad kare, yeh duniya abb veeran see hai, aesa lagta hai ise abb veeraan hee rahna hai.. is duniya mein koi aa n ahi sakta agar koi aata hai toh yeh dil use sweekar nahi karega, kuchh yun nikaal faekega use apne raajy se jaese koi uska dushman aya ho, toh yahi hai abb iss jeewan ka sach... yun hee jeete jama hai, aese hee chalte...
sometimes i don't understand people around me... what are they really and what do they show they are.,... everyone in this world wears a mask... they show that they r really close to u... they keep telling u r the one... but how does it feel when u come to know that they were only pretending.. they said the same thing to someone else.... i m not against being diplomatic... but there is a limit of being diplomatic... D I P L O M C Y.. WHAT DOES IT REALLY MEAN?? itz just a quality of being able to handle people easily in ur own way... whatz wrong in it... but as the saying goes " ati sarvatra varjayet'.. therez a limit of everything !!! i m sooooooo confused with life..... sooooooo much..... with life... with people around me..... !! i always say thatz life... but is that what life really is?? is it??