walking down the memory lane.........

aaj ek arse k baad puraani kuchh dhool mein simti yaadon se guzri toh kuchh paya..... kuchh aisa jise padhke woh din aankho ke saamne aa gye.... un beete lamho ko ek baar wapas jee lia aaj kuchh aise ki laga ki woh hissa meri zindagi ka agar wapas meri zindagi mein jud jaye toh kaisa ho,... do i want that part of my life back,..... why is it that i'm not able to connect with anybody else..... no matter how much i want ! no matter main kitti bhee koshish krlun but those feelings just cannot b aroused again for nyone else !! i always find some excuse to avoid those emotions !! always there is an excuse ready !!! why is it so !! and for such a person who has (i think) moved on in life to a place from where i think i'm barely visible !! why so !! why so !! i too have a life which i do want to live !!!! :(

dis is what i came across::

- Dec 25, 2007

sahemi si nigaho me khwab hum jaga denge
is dil ka chain bhi hum luta denge
tum apni chahat ka izhaar jo karo
in palko me hamesha ke liye tumhe panah denge
apne khayalo ke har kone me tumhe basa lenge
phir to hum us chand ko bhi bhula denge
tum apni chahat ka izhaar jo karo
tumhari khushi ki khatir hum apne aap ko bhi saja denge
hasa hasa ke hum tumhe rula denge
rulate hue bhi hum tumhe hasa denge
tum apni chahat ka izhaar jo karo
hamari tarah hi hum tumhe deewana bana denge
tanhai me tumhari hum mahefil saja denge
labo pe tumhari ek muskaan jaga denge
tum apni chahat ka izhaar jo karo
us izhaar ke intezaar me hum zindagi gujar denge

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- Dec 25, 2007

Pyaar ke yeh khubsoorat
Pal tumhare saath
Beetana chatta hoon
Aaj ka din yaadgaar
Banana chahta hoon

Subha jab ankh khule
Phoolon se swagat ho
Nahakar jab niklo toh
Chandan ki khushbu
Bharna chahta hoon

Ek lambiiiii si gaaddi
Chote se safar kee tayaree
Duur subha ke nazaara
Dikhana chahta hoon
Subha ki lali main khila
Tumhara chehra haaton se
Choona chahta hoon.

Raat ke timtimate tare
Bahti nadi ka pani.
Paavn ko choota rahe
Uss thande pani mein
Tumse lipatna chahta hoon.

Chandni raat mein aaj
Tumse kuch mangna
Chahta hoon.
Zindgi bhar ke liye
Haath thamna chahta hoon...............................................